We always get those gigs we don’t really care about, or the ones we didn’t think we did a good job of or even the ones we forgot about. Why? Because there is no resistance between what we want and what we’ve asked for. See everything is energy even the things we’re manifesting so if you’re focusing on something but have thoughts like “I really want/need/have to have this” Is that the energy of having something or not having it?
Best to manifest from a place of I already have and then leave it to ruminate but if you find yourself obsessing over whether you’re gonna get the job/gig/funding get get get your focus right onto something else that lights you up and right off the thing you want so you don’t kink up the vibe. Better yet don’t care about it but stay in a state of joy and watch your desires flow.